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Anti​/​Beyond

by Anti/Beyond

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1.
in the year of the smell of the rain you were drenched i was late when you came but the scent was the same in the year when the moon in the sky was a ruse and the beer tasted like it was shoe leather brewed you said thinking of you is like touching a bruise my feet are not here for you to shoot in the year that we aged on the crest of wave under michigan skies itching mosquito bites in the year that we tore at the tides like the moon I gave in to the world just a little too soon you said don't make a scene, don't make a fucking scene if I fall down I don't want you looking at me help me to breathe help me to breathe I can be what you want me to be
2.
we danced to electro-pop until the 38 pulled up in a flash you screamed and said you might be late you know that I'm stuck here all alone i guess that's the point of leaving home oh you make me want to work the line guide my body back and forth in time make my muscles speak in foreign tongues curl my spine up to oblivion victory monument behind an Asian sun looking over the crowds I knew that I had never won so now I've got no place left to go i guess that’s the point of going home oh you make me want to exercise take a picture with the flash next time taste the words left on your mothers tongue curl my spine up to oblivion
3.
you’re no piece of glass you don’t have to last we come from a violent past i keep falling back on that if you want that kind of thing if you want that kind of thing i’m not fallin for it you looked so curious in riot gear you said don’t move I said come over here you said don’t breath this gas will give you tears you’re no promise ring you won’t feel a thing you think like an ocean wave but act like a runway train it would have happened anyway it would have happened anyway i’m not fallin for it we got run over by a runway train i like it when you wear your scarf that way i like the way it can covers up your face this guy keeps making me think of the rain this girl keeps making me question the game
4.
the comforting glow of the station tells us we’ve made it my phone used to sing to me sweet electronic phrases but lately she's been just a little bit quieter maybe her airwaves her tangled the battery blinks like and eyelid thats open and searching for something the car is getting closer by the moment and they wont stop the forward motion getting closer to the end and I’ll be fine I’ll be alright, but maybe you can take the backseat next time I’m not exhausted, its light out, lot is full on a friday its night out
5.
Quarantined 04:28
quarantined, I've kept you quarantined there's no security, unless you've been quarantined i can't sleep, this hospital is bleeding me these wolves have killed off my sheep i think they're still hungry I tried to make love / just try this I tried to stay soft / just one kiss american rage / just like this is hard to shake off i tried to pray off / just try this american gods / just one kiss american rage / just like this is hard to pay off quarantined I’ve kept you quarantined i mean i know you cant handle me so i’ve left you quarantined please don’t take dont take my freak flag away i’m needing it for today to wave in my masters face I tried to make love / just try this I tried to stay soft / just one kiss american rage / just like this is hard to shake off and you can get fucked / just try this and i can get fucked / just one kiss and we can play dumb / just like this american love marketing, she said she worked in marketing but she studied chemistry, it didn't make sense to me please don't take, please don't take my blood in vain please test it for everything, i need to know that i'm clean quarantined
6.
Letting Go 03:56
I could fix it for a dollar I’ll take all the load up off your shoulders But you can chase the only waves Alaska breaks, Alaska breaks And you can guilt my hand in to your hand again, your hand again But I will take your hand in to my mouth and taste the flesh and bone The cave you spent that last 5 years I’ll decorate and make it home If you had asked me to choose anything, I’d choose to sleep alone But I’m letting go, letting go I’m letting go, letting go But I’m letting go, letting go Take your breakfast with the pastor Make him feed the monkey on your shoulders But you can lift your face up to the sky and spit upon the moon And you can force my lips to say I’m bad again I’m bad again I’d be your slave to make you whole I’ll taste your rage and call it home So Raise your voice above the spheres I’m mad as hell and won’t give in If you had asked me to do anything, I could not withhold I’m letting go, letting go
7.
Theater 03:22
new amsterdam is dwindling your whiskey grin is caving in i might go on a freedom binge again come inside me, inside me, inside me what happens to you theater if we don't believe? what happens to your seer if she cannot see? well i can see, i can see, i can see, i can see i don't really care if i, get fucked up but what do you feel like? come inside me, inside me, inside me what happens to your theater if we don't believe? what happens to your holiday, if you cannot leave? well i can leave, i can leave, i can leave, i can leave your fever is free
8.
Hold for days on the telephone I stayed on hold yeah I stayed on hold Float for days on the bathroom floor I’m not alone when I lock the door held together by a desperate tether / better make it better made to wander made to wake up wake up! / better make your bed and loosening the ties that bind looser ties / are so much better Im too tired to remember I’ve just gotta use the shredder Hold for days on the telephone I stayed on hold yeah I stayed on hold Float for days on the bathroom floor I’m not alone when I lock the door held together by momentum pleasant / weather how’s the weather desperate times and desperate measures make us / better moneylenders loosening the ties that bind us paper / lips to hold the letters I know that we laughed together but i just can’t quite remember you can’t believe the only thing they asked of you you can’t believe the only thing thats true you held it in your body like a poison rage protecting the dark I dreamt of a shadow that was shaking you The more you ran the more you stayed in place You were scared that it was there collecting you But I don't think that means you got away
9.
we're chasing down a feeling that we used to find redeeming, you don't look so good this is a call you should save for tomorrow, sleeping like you should so many moments to be had, in the 24 hour computer lab but when i try to wear your clothes, that's as far as this dream goes i can't shake the feeling, there's a wolf inside your clothing but i'll pick you up tell me little monster, what you thinkin what you feelin what you running from? so many moments to be had in the back of your civic glossy black you tell me take off your top i say i'm tryin but this dream keep stoppin on cop stoppin on me, stoppin on coppin stoppin me go
10.
this is what i've done with what i've got maybe you will like it maybe not there's an old man on a porch swing singin listen to me son love is just a native on the run love is just a native on the run maybe you would know me now by name but then you'd pump my blood with burning shame theres a woman stuck in labor who is callin out my name love comes right before a stillborn babe love comes right before a stillborn babe well finally i destroyed something today finally i destroyed something today i took it in my mouth, chewed it up and spit it out isnt that a crying dying shame? isnt that a crying dying shame? this is what i've done with what i've got maybe you will like it maybe not but this is what i've done with what i've got

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released December 15, 2016

All songs written by Andrew Masters.
Mixed by Billy Klein and Bobby Lord
Mastered by Billy Klein
Produced by Adam Wayne
Additional Production by Madison Stolzer

Adam Wayne: Additional Bass on Tracks 2 and 4, Drums on Track 4
Madison Stolzer: Additional Guitars and Synths on Tracks 2 and 4
Nathan Ellison: Drums on Track 2
Carlita Gay: Vocals on Track 4

All Inquiries: antibeyond@gmail.com

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Anti/Beyond Chicago, Illinois

Anti/Beyond is a Chicago-based meditative indie rock act that playfully and nostalgically explores what it means to be alive. Seasoned with the occasional decontextualized cell phone field recording, the result is a fresh, vulnerable style of indie rock with a “meditative” flair. ... more

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